I
guarantee that you are more prideful than you think you are. I am.
Sometimes
I try to ease into subjects, but it’s late and I’m tired [it was at the time of writing], so let’s make a point
and get out.
We
know that pride is a sin. But we don’t know how prevalent it is. Any sin, ANY
sin, can be drawn back to pride. That is because when we sin, we are telling
God that we know better than Him, that our plan is better than His, that our
word is better than His Word. Nothing less than that.
I
used to live in open pride, taking assurance in the gifts God has given me. I
thought that I had gotten myself there, and thought because I had intellect
that I knew better. God humbled me with the mistakes I made.
But
even after I started living for Christ, I still find myself dealing with this
issue. Don’t be surprised if you find the same. I continued to fail to realize
that everything I am is a result of God, and without Him all I have is my sin.
But
now I have no sin to my charge, and receives blessings unnumbered. Why is it
that way?
God,
and God alone, saved me. We know from the Bible that our salvation is “not of
yourselves, it is the gift of God” (Ephesians 2:8). We know there is absolutely
nothing we can do for our salvation. Why, then, do we think there is something
we can do afterwards? We rely solely on God on this all-important matter, but
once He has delivered us, we think we can live apart from Him and succeed. How
foolish.
What,
then, should we do? We should live our lives as we obtained our salvation. Sole
reliance on God. Realize there is nothing (you’re going to hear this word a
lot; don’t let it become any less important) we can do to live for God apart
from God. God set it up this way on purpose. If we can obtain salvation, we
have a reason to brag about our goodness. “Not of works, lest any man should
boast.” (Ephesians 2:9). If we can live under our own power, we have reason to
brag.
That
involves us getting glory. But that’s not the way it should be. “Thou art
worthy, O Lord, to receive glory and honour and power: for thou hast created
all things, and for thy pleasure they are and were created.” (Revelation 4:11).
Where are we at in comparison to God? “For all have sinned, and fall short of
the glory of God.” (Romans 3:23). We are inadequate to do anything on our own.
It
goes further than that. We can’t just not do it on our own. We have to let God
do ALL of it. Leave nothing to our own strength. Where does our strength come
from? God. Where do our gifts come from? God. “Every good gift and every
perfect gift is from above, and cometh down from the Father of lights, with
whom is no variableness, neither shadow of turning.” (James 1:17). Every gift
we have is from Him. He, unlike us, does not change.
Where
does our next breaths come from? God. This is the perspective we have to have.
There cannot be any percentage of reliance on ourselves.
Because
that is pride. And pride is sinful. “Pride goeth before destruction, and an
haughty spirit before a fall.” (Proverbs 16:18).
“Wherefore
let him that thinketh he standeth take heed lest he fall.” (I Corinthians
10:12). Any time we think we can stand on our own, we will fall flat on our
faces. I think that is evident in anyone’s life.
Not
convinced? Jesus said, “I am the vine, ye are the branches: He that abideth in
me, and I in him, the same bringeth forth much fruit: for without me ye can do
nothing.” (John 15:5). Nothing. There is no sliding scale of nothing. The only
way we can accomplish anything is by abiding in Christ and having Him abide in
us. Without Him- well, you get it.
Why
would we put any reliance on ourselves? A Holy, Sovereign God is offering to do
all the work through us. Do we think we are good enough people to do it on our
own?
Isaiah
painted this vivid picture: “But we are all as an unclean thing, and all our
righteousnesses are as filthy rags; and we all do fade as a leaf; and our
iniquities, like the wind, have taken us away.” (Isaiah 64:6). Did you catch
that? Our RIGHTEOUSNESSES are as filthy rags. Your BEST DAY is disgusting to
God. The Hebrew behind these rags are rags of a woman’s ceremonial uncleanness-
menstrual rags. Yes, I went there, because God did. THAT is your holiest day.
We are like leaves blown away by our own iniquities, He says.
Don’t
miss this: God doesn’t care what you can do. He could not care. We are filthy
to Him because of our sin that He hates. Pile up your best work, it will fall
short of His glory. Show your worst, and there is further proof of your
inadequacy. God isn’t interested in what you try to do. He’s interested in what
He CAN do.
Give
up. Quit trying. Let God take the reins of your life. But there’s one
condition. If God is working everything through your life, He gets all the
glory. There is no room for you on the shelf. It’s nothing you’ve done. You’re
a sinner that God by His mercy saved, and by His grace has given gifts and
weaknesses so that He can get the glory through them.
Yes,
weaknesses. “And lest I should be exalted above measure through the abundance
of the revelations, there was given to me a thorn in the flesh, the messenger
of Satan to buffet me, lest I should be exalted above measure. For this thing I
besought the Lord thrice, that it might depart from me. And he said unto me, My
grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most
gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of
Christ may rest upon me. Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in
reproaches, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses for Christ's sake:
for when I am weak, then am I strong.” (II Corinthians 12:7-10). God gave Paul
a weakness so that Paul would not be exalted, and so God can show His strength
through it. And God does the same with us.
Do
you have a sin you struggle with? Have trouble sharing the gospel? They are
weaknesses you have to deliver up to God, and tell Him even though you don’t
have the strength, you’re trusting in the One who does.
I
finished reading in Deuteronomy a couple weeks ago. Moses is one final time
called a servant of God. I wondered what made him gain that title, given by God
Himself. It is simple. Moses prayed for strength to lead, and God gave it to
Him. Then, whenever something great happened as a result, he reflected all
praise and glory to God.
Remember
in the beginning of Exodus, when Moses complained to God that he was “slow of
speech”. The entire book of Deuteronomy is a series of speeches delivered by
Moses before he dies.
Don’t
ever think God can’t do something through you. Don’t ever think you can. And
don’t ever take the glory for what He does.
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